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charly-d-squirrel
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I'm a person, yup plain and boring. I mean really, it's not as interesting as being a depressed asshole, a philosophical know it all, a hopeless romantic, or a whimsical druggy. So while those people are off wallowing in their own sorrows, explaining the errors of your thought process, lusting after the first person they see, or spending all their cash on fantasies, I'm just chilling doing what I do as another human being, eating, sleeping, conversing, and crapping. yup.
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  • Listening to: steady rollin' - two gallants
  • Drinking: Dunkin Donut Ice Coffee from like 12 hours ago.
My oh my it's been quite some time since I've last tried writing a journal entry here. Actually last time I tried was a year ago and it was just a bunch of babbling whinny bull. Can I promise this wont be too? Errrr.... I'm not sure, we're winging it as I type.
Well what has happened this past year, folks?
For me... Hmmmmmm............ I'd say probably one of my shittiest years by just events that had occurred through out it. I'd say after everything this year, past me was a little bitch for crying and being all mopey, little did I know I was going to go through string of events that lead to an uneventful bland life that has made me quite content. Have I progressed anywhere down the road for those goals i thought I had to achieve in order to feel better, eh... well, I have my permit now? Haha I don't know, still working at the same Grocery store, still living with my parents, and don't own a car. Hey, I am saving up for a car and working towards that shiny license, my shitty little grocery store job is paying me 11 dollars a hour (beats minimum wage of 7.25 that i started with) and just yesterday my boss asked me about being assistant manager, a real good friend of mine and I have a goal to move out before 2017 comes around and we've been looking at places just trying to make sure we're financially okay before diving in. So while I have not accomplished anything, I have started some things that will eventually build up to an accomplishment if I play my cards right. 
A lot of negative things happened this year, but I can't allow them to over come the many fun small things that happened in between. I gave up on quite a few friends, but y'know what, I gained undertale this year and that's all you really need, yup. I went from getting high every day excessively to only like maybe 3 times a month really since November. It's weird because I'm used to having a high tolerance and now it's just like try and go hard like I used to and end up talking like I'm one with the vegetables. Huehuehuehue I will say not doing it so much anymore has really made my head feel a little more leveled. I'll be honest, I don't feel much of anything really anymore. Kind of feel like I'm just trying to act the emotions I think are expected of me in situations. Really I just don't care, a lot of me just wants to shrug everyone and everything off. I know it would be inconsiderate towards others though, and while I don't really care I'm also too lazy to deal with the shit that comes along with people getting upset over those things. I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not excited, I'm just content I guess. Every day I still get that thought that comes through my head that has been for over a decade but I've been doing pretty well at redirecting my thoughts to something else a little better. I'm still bland, I'm still neutral, I'm still not a good person, I'm still not a bad person, I'm still angsty, I'm still whinny, I'm still just another person bumping around lost like the rest figuring out what's going on each day, watching things change  around me, making things change around me. 
heh, well yeah, that's all I got for ya. Sorry I can't be more interesting. XD

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tiamat9 Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014
Thanks for the favorites.
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Eddyisme Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014
Dude, how've ya been? Didn't know you had a birthday that's cool, here's a pic for ya. I know you are not a dude but that's okay man cause I don't like discriminate. Haha, awesome stuff I see by the way cool skeletons and ooh Gnarlesqu thing... got college stuff so I'll see ya later I check on here sometimes though, stay "nuts" Charly Peace./Eddy/Nick./ Either is me.
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Troyslick Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, happy birthday
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GodsofWarAndRock Featured By Owner May 3, 2014
can you do a picture of GWAR fighting the crystal gems from the new cartoon steven universe
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voodoozambie Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, thanks for being great, you.
Great art, Pewdiecry? I'm in.
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x-xSpitFirex-x Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
:happybirthday: Happy birthday   Pink Smiley 
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charly-d-squirrel Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2013
alksfjlj thank you! ;u; 
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Eddyisme Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013

I have no  idea how old you are.....But happy birthday anyways. I put like 20ish candles on that cake so yeah (more or less) cause is it 20 now or 21 now? woo adulthood is either here or approaching! it is to be truly feared yet appreciated!
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charly-d-squirrel Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2013
haha, thanks! XD Yeah, 20 candles is right. hurray aging! 
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Eddyisme Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2013
Yes we must age Til Death! :iconswordplz:
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